These terms were all so new to me and I didn’t know where to go and who to turn to. Watch Queue Queue My husband was busy with work and frequently coming home late, and I had no one to talk to about the depth of my sadness. Author of Autism's Hidden Blessings, she is a contributing writer for Believe.com and Not Alone, an online community for special needs parents. Going over to read your blog now! This is one of the things that can make it hard to move on after you find out about your child’s diagnosis. Why did he allow YOUR child to have a disability and not the other 5 million children in the world to have a disability… Question: "Why does God allow sickness?" God gave me Elle, a very special special needs child, because he wants to use my voice and writing to protect the happiness and rights of these children. I knew very early on what was missing from my life. Sensory processing disorder can be difficult too, our journeys are different but all full of challenges isn’t it? I tried my best to mask my emotions of course, and did whatever I can do to get her all the help I can. Present is full of worry, and future brings fear of uncharted territories. Cuz God feels that learning disabilities are funny. This video is unavailable. I also believe that is why He gave you a child Will she feel sad, lonely or angry? Being her mother is a blessing in disguise, a source of genuine happiness and hope where I’m challenged everyday to dig deeper and search for reasons to be thankful during the roughest moments. And maybe that is why you were chosen. Thank you for reading. Jesus said, “Suffer the little children to come unto me, for to such belongs the kingdom of God” (Matt. I don’t know if I would be able to be as strong as you. Thank you for that virtual hug Katrina! They called it speech disorder, hypotonia (low muscle tone) or developmental delay. Worse, I shot my bitter arrows at friends and family, who did nothing but show me love and support. Years ago, some friends of our faced a similar situation, and ended up seeing their child as an "angel" sent from God to bless their lives. Here's the answer: No one is born “perfect” because there is sin in the world. You may say God has a reason for everything but unless and until you are in the disabled person's shoes, you will never be able to know how exactly we feel. May you and your family be blessed with so much more =), Thank you so much for your kind words. [1] Frequently they will cite verses such as Leviticus 21:16-23: Thank you so much for being courageous enough to share your story. Yes God has blessed us in so many ways. Not the kind that is controlling, self-seeking and self-gratifying but one that becomes whole through small acts of daily sacrifice and prayers. My girl was also diagnosed with a genetic disorder 2 years ago (Williams syndrome ) it’s a deletion of one of the chromosome. The parent wonders what will happen if he or she becomes old or falls ill. Who will take care of your precious child, who can you trust? By Erwin W. Lutzer June 28, ... it was ultimately permitted by God. You and I are sinners. Learn more about how we can work together. The British Government currently defines disability as having "a physical or mental impairment and the impairment has a substantial and long-term adverse effect on his or her ability to carry out normal day-to-day activities." I’m glad you guys finally have a diagnosis and that she is thriving well in classes. 19:14). The following two tabs change content below. Children with special needs have very special qualities. Why Did God Make Me Disabled, Different, and Despondent? I hope I’m that perfect mom, still striving every day.. Watching a beautiful young soul struggle to do all the typical things we take for granted like talking, writing and living life without medication could do this for anyone. If you’re looking for tips, ideas and inspirations to organize... I’m an old soul and love vintage shopping. True, the apostles did not expressly say that people will be saved only if they repent, believe, and confess. Through her I learned a lot, grew a lot, and am now able to find reasons for gratitude anywhere I go. Thank you! God uses people's brokenness to reveal His glory to mankind. She accepts her situation and actually feels others have it worse than she does. When life gives you something difficult, we end up adjusting and becoming stronger. I trust her and know she will do this for me.”. You may say God has a reason for everything but unless and until you are in the disabled person's shoes, you will never be able to know how exactly we feel. "I'm jealous of him, Shmuley." Yes children are so amazing and teach us to be better humans. I too feel blessed to be called into the field I work in, and needed a heart reminder as the days have become so busy and hectic – I will keep your words in my mind and heart as I enter my meetings this coming week and key in more closely to the heart’s of the parents I meet with. God has a special plan for her and I’m blessed to be a part of it. When we are suffering with a sickness, disease, or injury, we usually focus solely on our own suffering. We are parents. Thank you for helping me feel.. not alone. It’s been one heck of a journey (for lack of better words) but at the core of it all, I’m so thankful that I get to parent and learn with a child like my own. You will need to register to be able to join in fellowship with Christians all over the world.. We hope to see you as a part of our community soon and God Bless! , Hi Angela, I’m so glad I spent some time perusing your wonderful blog today. You are doing great, momma! Scope Current attitudes towards disabled people, 2014. Again, not a God I … I even went through the arduous task of filing a grievance against my insurance company for refusing her speech therapy. I quit my teaching job and began researching full time. God has blessed US in a very special way. Thank you for reading Amy. He trusts you a lot, and I’m pretty sure God is really proud of you. Why did I have a child with a disability? God allows all types of bad things to happen to bring glory to his name. I believe the story has been passed along to thousands of mothers who just recently learned they were given a special gift from God - a Special Needs Child. What goodness or merit did God see in me that He would choose me as His child?” I hope you’re not too disappointed in my answer: There was absolutely no merit or goodness that caused God to choose you. Another basic reason that God allows some people to be disabled or handicapped is that God will glorify Himself through it. I believe He gives children (regardless of their needs) to imperfect, ill-equipped people who slowly learn how to apply their love to the raising of children. It did not matter what they said or did to encourage me. Nothing comes into a believer’s life without first coming through the hands of our loving heavenly Father. God allows all types of bad things to happen to bring glory to his name. My child is profoundly disabled. Thanks for reading. I’d love to hear more about it one day so we can offer love, encouragement and support. It really means a lot to me! I'm figuring that you know someone who is disabled, you, your child, a friend/family member or their child. I had no idea you were a program specialist for a school district– I’m very familiar with the IEP process and know our district’s program specialist pretty well too. You’re a good, strong mama. Thanks to dedicated administrators like yourself, kids like Elle can get the help and support they need. Why did some people are born ugly? Thank you Diana for your kind words! And, hopefully you’re in a great school district, but if anything ever comes up with her IEP that you question or wonder about – although I’m sure you’re already an expert- please don’t hesitate to use me as a resource! E will always have a special spot in my heart. Really? so grateful to have read your post. Exodus 4:11 is only one of many passages that reveal God causes people to have birth defects, illnesses, sickness or disease as a result of the fall of man in the Garden of Eden (Romans 5:12; 8:22). He wanted to give me a gift that no man could take away: A special knowledge of the power, strength, holiness, faithfulness, might and wisdom of God that only comes from NEEDING HIM DESPERATELY. 2. Keep on pushing forward mama!! He lives in her eyes and every time she looks at me, I feel His amazing grace and overflowing love. And it reminds me again why she is here with me today. She has never asked "why me". Will she feel like an outsider? I have a teenage family member who is intellectually disabled since birth. May this be true of you. . We are really in together Vivien. Her fingers are fused together giving her hands a “mitten” appearance. I had no idea. You are an extraordinary mama and God picked the perfect person to mother this little angel. My son struggles in his own way and it’s very hard to watch. In order to do this he made me a parent, not an educator or lawyer or administrator but a parent who truly understand these kids’ needs from a closer and deeper perspective. Answer Save. 14. Why do I have a learning disability? God is good always. It’s not easy and I don’t think it will ever get easier. ADD, ADHD and others) and struggles with genetic defects on a daily basis. When the disciples wondered about the man born blind, Jesus told them, “This happened so that the works of God might be displayed in him” (John 9:3). No one is “born gay.” If you tell me that some people are “born gay,” then you are saying that my God makes mistakes, and my God doesn't make mistakes. I was given the gift of a handicap to keep me in constant touch with my limitations… At first I didn’t think of it as a gift, and begged God to remove it. One is full of the challenges the soul has to face during its lifetime. Thank you for reading and commenting. 3 months ago. Michael loved meeting him, and the attention the superstar gave the young man greatly endeared Michael to me. For you to glorify Him with your life. I thought I was been punish for something I did, little that I knew that she would bring so much love and compassion into my heart, I admit that it has not been easy but all through the years G-d providence and favor has carry me through. Why are people born sick or ... good things will happen). The key is remembering that God’s ways are higher than our ways (Isaiah 55:9). I'm envious." Why has he made me suffer? I guess this is how motherhood teaches us valuable lessons, that of unconditional love. I simply needed an answer, I knew no other way to deal with my fear and uncertainty. Elle is now eleven years old. I want Angela to take care of this child. The basics of the faith are lived out within disability. When he left, I asked Michael why he had given him so much time. Neither of us are. He will live with his challenges long after I leave this earth. I replied, “God doesn’t want me to start one, He wants me to write.” I’ve done this through the years, and whenever I’m through I’m just going to give a copy to friends and family. Honored to call you our friend. Your story is beautiful! Thank you. Can you tell me why G‑d gave me a mental illness? Her disability was not caused by a god nor could it have been prevented by a god. God didn’t allow me to have 2 special needs children for no reason at all. The Bible promises that soon God will remove every disease and disability that plagues both young and old. Yes Elle is such a sweet gift, thanks for recognizing that in her. Thank you for reading. Why do some people are born with a low IQ and struggle in life? Will be sure to ask you for advice when I need it- I’m sure they will come up! She is who she is, just different with a different set of needs and desires like all of us. I can’t tell you how much I needed a personal reminder/perspective of a friend who has a child with special needs, and recognizes the profound blessing of being chosen as their parent. There will be a time when God restores everyone to perfection. Why do only some people become a victim of war? Every time I go to birthday parties and social gatherings, I watched other children laugh, run, talk and play with a deep sense of loss, guilt and ache in my heart. Thanks for sharing. Aww thanks Connie for always being so sweet to E and for your love for our family! Raising a special needs child is no easy task. My husband and I know we are blessed beyond measure, remembering God gives only good gifts , and that a child (any and every child) is a gift from the Lord, a blessing, a reward. Thanks for reading, I’m glad I began this journey of sharing stories. God Allows Some Babies To Have Birth Defects. I got teary-eyed =’) God is truly amazing! I know that he works good for all those who love him, and that good is to be more like his Son. So that answer that I was desperately seeking on that sad night, that answer that no medical doctor, school administrator or social worker could give me, I now know. Sometimes people argue that the Bible discriminates against disabled people. Thumbs up to you for staying strong! No, God does not punish parents by given them disabled children. When I see her struggle to put together Lego blocks, string beads or grasp a crayon like other kids, I wondered what kind of life she will lead; how she will be perceived by the world and how she will perceive herself. Lewis, The Problem of Pain, (San Francisco: Harper, 2001 [1940]), p.91. He does love them, but it is because of sin that they are born disabled . God's love to him. But it seems cruel to afflict my son with a disease just to teach me a lesson. Instead, the parent worries about whether or not the child will have another seizure episode in class, be teased again by typical kids in the school, or hold a stable job after turning eighteen. yes it’s so important to speak out but hard sometimes. While other parents felt joy and pride at their child’s milestones, I grieved and wondered if my child would ever walk, if she would ever talk, if she would ever have a normal life. My brother died of a brain tumor. Life is not perfect but sure it has perfect moments. Publius. One warning that I have to raise at this point is that we dare not jump to the conclusion that an individual person’s particular disease or affliction is a direct result of some particular sin. plain and simple. On January 19, 1989 we learned Jake had cerebral palsy. Jesus does give a reason for this man’s blindness - “this happened so that the work of God might be ... God did it not because he is vindictive but because he wants us to be reminded that there is more to life than just what we see around us. I just wanted to … But most evangelicals assume—with good … Few things in my ministry have given me a deeper sense of satisfaction than seeing God raise up at Bethlehem a heart and mind and vision and a ministry for people with disabilities, especially children. We began early intervention for Elle since she was only one year old but none of it seemed to help. You’re such a strong mama and inspiration Elle is beautiful! I know your path isn't easy -- and God knows it also. I too have walked a very similar journey as yourself and can relate and connect with every word you put here. The other is full of the talents … , So beautiful.. really loved reading this. when you talk About imagining god Holding your child and choosing you to be Her mother, is the best thing I couldve read. A parent of a special needs child doesn’t get to videotape Christmas plays, revel at the child’s musical talents and athleticism, or imagine a hopeful future where the child pursues her ambitions. Answer: The question of what the Bible says about birth defects and why they are allowed to exist is a tough one to handle, especially for parents who have children with disabilities. All Rights Reserved. Lv 7. I'm figuring that you know someone who is disabled, you, your child, a friend/family member or their child. Answer: Every soul journeys down into this world with two suitcases. Beautiful. Why did God give me a learning disability? Question is, why God let me suffer like this lonely life while seeing other people enjoying their life with friends. Pray for children with disabilities to experience God’s love. There is nothing wrong with her. Answer: The issue of sickness is always a difficult one to deal with. I just want to hug you for sharing your family’s journey. So beautiful. Beautiful <3 I wish more parents would speak out. Spreecast, “Finding Strength for the Autism”, Gratitude: God’s Secret Pathway to Protection, Will It Be All Right? Thanks so much for sharing your story. Relevance. Everyone probably has some sort of learning difference in at least one part of his or her brain that makes it work slower in some ways. Thank you for sharing. Kelly’s articles have appeared in P31 Magazine of Proverbs 31 Ministries and focus on her continual hunt to discover God’s fingerprint in every gift that life brings. you ask an interesting question. I believe our lives are much fuller thanks to our hardships. What you written is beautiful. Without a clear diagnosis, it seemed impossible to get her the help she needs. Thank you Tiffany for your friendship and support always. I’m sure you would be able to too. We are in this together Angela. Angela J. Kim is the creator behind this blog. She crawled for well over a year and began to walk when she was nearly two. Elle is such a beautiful young lady. It was never right. Watch Queue Queue. Many years ago when Elle was a little over two years old and Tess was an infant, I cried silent tears in the dark as my babies were falling asleep next to me. you ask an interesting question. Its great to find a mama friend who is a program specialist! He didn't. Its been hard to feel grateful lately and this has definitely given me a new mindSEt about it all. She too doesn't believe in a god. Not to mention, the high cost of all the services. Thank you for your kind words. I am not a bad person. 0 0. Michael told me. God isnt punishing anyone by allowing a child to be born disabled . Yes we are lucky to finally know what can and cannot improved. 3 months ago. Elle is beautiful and such a blessing to anyone who knows her. God’s love restores hope and brings life to our bones. He wanted me to discover just how faithful He really is. There is joy in every step. God Chooses Mom for Disabled Child Written by Erma Bombeck Published in the Today Newspaper Sept. 4th, 1993 Most women become mothers by accident, some by choice, a … Your voice is missing! Go ahead, look a little closer. , Beautiful… I loved every single word… Bless her she and know you are a special mummy because you have such a beautiful special child. 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Why did some people were born poor? I took her to specialists, requested multiple tests and researched various disorders and its functions. I know she will do a great job. Parenting by Faith. Fifteen years ago G-d entrusted me with a beautiful daughter I named her: Rebecca Rose she was born with down syndrome, at first I did not know why me! It really means a lot, especially on days when parenthood is not so easy. For work, I am a Special Education Administrator (Program Specialist) and work with student and their families on a daily basis, mostly at IEP meetings. He did not make a mistake, nor was He punishing us. It took over a hundred pages of collected documents and almost a year of waiting. God gave me Elle, a very special special needs child, because he wants to use my voice and writing to … When Jesus healed people it gave evidence of the sovereignty of God. Thank you Helen. This was given to me when I learned Jake had Cerebral Palsy. I am so moved and proud to call you my friend. <3. This hit me At the core. Such a beautiful story Angela. Did God decide that this wonderful, sweet, smart boy should die at age 25? If you let go of all worldliness, desires, greed and simply let your soul speak its purest language, you will see Him too. So please don’t call me “special,” because I don’t call you that either. The writer of this article comes from a family that has a history of genetic-related problems (e.g. Will she feel less worthy and incapable? (And What if You Aren’t Sure?). I’m glad your little girl is much better now! God doesn't make mistakes! It feels like he is stealing our joy and peace. I was more broken by the time Carter had his second birthday than I have ever revealed publicly, and I spent long, wakeful nights in the manner that is familiar to millions of people of faith: on my knees, the holy book of my tradition open in front of me, begging God for relief for me and my family and healing for my child. Much of the time, we did not think of Dad as being disabled. I envied the sweet, affectionate interactions they enjoyed with their children and the ease of their mini-vanned, suburban lives. Through her I learn every day the true meaning of unconditional love. You feel like you have been wronged by God. God doesn’t give “special” children to “special” parents. And if God were testing me, giving me only what I could handle, why is my child the one with the disability? Why did you allow my child to have a disability? Why would God choose me? Thank you, that means a lot. Jesus heals the disabled. We all need to keep on the watch and continue to pray for that day (the Lord's Prayer, Our Father) Everything happens for a reason. Praying Scripture over My Child with Special Needs, The Angel of the Lord Encamps Around Those Who Fear Him. Yes it’s hard to believe it sometimes, but I believe everything happens for a reason, even the most devastating and painful parts of life! Much love to you Ashley xoxo, Speaking hard is vry difficult bt sometimes you have to to it ! In the meantime, you can succeed as the parent of a disabled child. How old is she now? Yes, God has deep and beautiful and perfect imprints on Elle. <3, I wish I could reach over and give you a hug. Thank you for sharing your story. it's like a picture of our spiritual state, we are broken and full of fault, but if we accept Jesus as our personal Savior, he's like the doctor and heals all our brokenness and forgets all our sins Everything is clearer with a diagnosis. Thank you for sharing this story. Luke 18:16 But Jesus called for the children, saying, “Let the little children come to me and do not try to stop them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. 0 1. We prayed for years for God to give us a child that is healthy, and that we would grow to love him. Three times I did that, and then he told me, My grace is enough; it’s all you need. 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